It's hit a day early this time. I've done just about nothing today apart from slump in a chair in front of the computer and write a few Quora answers. Made a huge effort and pushed myself out to Tesco to get a sandwich for lunch, and that's about it. Should go to Ongar for boules in the morning, hope I feel up to it. And that it will be warm enough.
It's not just feeling tired, it's worse than that. Hard to explain. Both body and mind so occupied with the battle going on inside between the disease and the drugs that there isn't any energy left for anything else. Sleep - although I need some topping up after two dex nights - doesn't really touch it. Just time. Wait it out...
UPDATE: Did manage to get my 6000 paces for the day by Nordic walking the corridors here. Didn't think I would do it today but pleased that I did in the end.
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